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~come down~

For the hell of it. [14 Jun 2013|12:00am]
I will be 24 next month. Fuck.

Updates?

I'm divorced.
I'm with a new guy. Josh. He's fucking amazing.
I've made 2 albums since 2010. I was working on a third. I dunno about it right now.
I want to go back to school.

Maybe to become a brewmaster.

Life is stagnant. That's when I'm the most uncomfortable. Because I'm too comfortable..

I don't even know what to say, really. Why does it matter? Why am I doing this? For continuity? For future curiosity?

Mainly, I was having a nostalgic evening with friends...remembering the bands I used to love in high school that I've since stopped listening to...for whatever reasons.

We'll see what future events this post may foreshadow. Hehe. Pun.


I'm done.

~come down~

Time is terrifying. [04 Aug 2011|02:40pm]
[ mood | awake ]

Four years have come and gone like a one-night stand. The speed time flies by in is absolutely terrifying. Here I am, 22 years old. I realize I'm still relatively young [perhaps its more like I have to reassure myself that I'm still young...] but I also realize that I won't be for very long.

The one thing that hasn't changed is my knack for rambling. I'm better at it than ever.

I logged into livejournal today because I wanted to spend some time looking into the past. My good friend Kara Holifield passed away three days ago. I wanted to hear her voice so badly, but since that wasn't an option, I decided to read her words instead, even if they are a bit outdated.

Other things to note since my last post:
- I'm pursuing music more than I ever have. I released an album last year and am releasing my second one in a few weeks.
- I'm going on tour next month.
- I'm married to Neil Davis. I have a puppy named Trunks. He gives me sweet licks and lets me cuddle the shit out of him.
- I'm embarrassed for the majority of things that I have written in this journal.

And that's it, really. 'Til the next post, mofos!

~5 waves ... come down~

Dear Livejournal. [15 Jan 2008|06:37pm]
Please don't delete me. I love you too much!



-Loobear.

~3 waves ... come down~

Ah, to be young and in love. [16 Dec 2006|12:00am]
I've got the first part down, but the second hasn't really been working in my favor.

Eh. It's not really the right time in my life anyway.

So lessee...Emily's musings of love and the like!
It's something I definately look forward to. True love, I mean. Not the generic high school type. Something that is so much more than being physical or overly emotional. Something real. Something you know is real the moment it hits you over the head.

I was telling my mom tonight how...how I can't wait to be truely valued by a boy. I'm not saying I haven't been valued before. I don't really know if I have, to be honest. But I know what I feel, and I long for that sense of worth from someone. Obviously you won't find worth from someone else if you can't even find it in your self, but it's something I'm working on.

These tangents I go on can be pretty confusing, I guess.

Anyway. I saw The Holiday [again] tonight, and it inspired a lot of lovely thoughts. Its a good movie. My future husband is in it.

My future husband being Jack Black. Yes, an odd choice for a soul-mate, but I'm convinced that I'm going to marry him.




And if someone chimes in saying that "he's already married!" I'm going to slap you dead.

~1 wave ... come down~

Its the most apathetic time of the year. [11 Dec 2006|10:06am]
2006. What an ass you were.

Ugh. [24 Jun 2006|12:44am]
Mirrors.
I want to break them all.

~5 waves ... come down~

Cause I'm lame! [13 Apr 2006|10:20am]
I made this stupid little shirt and a friend silk screened it. Just thought I'd show y'all. :]

He's our little lamb!Collapse )

~2 waves ... come down~

Bah. [30 Mar 2006|03:32pm]
Even if LJ is dead, I'm still going to update.
Lol...I haven't since January...geez!

Here I am in fashion design about ready to leave. I just finished making a new shirt. It was going to be a skirt but nay. I changed my mind.


Eeee! The bell is ringing!

~6 waves ... come down~

GO! Please...? :] [03 Jan 2006|10:27am]


Please go, guys.
Oh yes, and for those who dont know, the "Not the Heroine" person is me.


...Is it just me or is Livejournal dead? o.0

~2 waves ... come down~

I should've seen this by now. [26 Nov 2005|07:26pm]
Love is such a fickle word.

~3 waves ... come down~

You've consumed my mind. [30 May 2005|10:16pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

Have you ever found anyone who is absolutely perfect for you? There's not one flaw even spotted? It's overwhelming.

So overwhelming.

Me, Kara and Rob went to the mall today. It was the most fun I've had at Cielo Vista…ever. Man.

- Massage chairs!
- Picking out each other's clothes!
- Pier one is forever gone. :[
- Not Dillards! Anything but Dillards!
- Ice cream.

And so much more. My thoughts are so clouded right now, that I can't even think straight. He called me beautiful…and kissed me on the forehead. Man. He's just so great.

I knew this summer would be fantastic.


[Thanks to Kara for posting this for me! Love ya, and thanks for all the fun moments you provided us with today!]

~9 waves ... come down~

Dance to freedom's song. [27 Feb 2005|02:51pm]
[ mood | blah ]

The only public entry I've ever made:


Jupiter Sunrise is playing tonight at Crossroads.
Entry fee is five bucks.
I make some mighty delicious shakes. :]

Ah, me and my friend Annie are opening for them. Amanda Rogers and A Day To End are also playing. Good stuff. Come support your local music scene.




- Bizzye.

~come down~

[17 Dec 2004|11:05pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

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Tough beans.
:P

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